Tuesday, July 19
didn't do swim pe today. heh heh. luckily we didn't get cs but i'll have to do pe next week. i think it'll be the time of the month though. breaking out like crazy. how gross. school was -boring. borrowed the blazer under pressure from my mother. when i tried it on at home, i discovered the sleeves are a little short. i think they gave me the smallest size! i shall change it tomorrow. how embarrassing, carrying it around. they won't scold if i chuck it in a little bag right.. to be discreetly handed over in exchange for a size bigger. breakfasts are becoming increasingly uncomfortable [for me] because jan's guy doesn't get up til we're practically moving off anyway. and my suspicions have been confirmed! my eyecandy is les larh. with my senior. thank you annie for the tip-off. might have known i could count on you.
in a valiant attempt to improve my mood, i shall re-paint my toenails after tuition. and buff my nails. and then get math tutorial 4 done. argh it was due yesterday.
who am i kidding, i could never be satisfied with anything. you could give me a rose and i'd want a star. give me a star and i'd wish for the sun. then i'll fizzle and die on the sun. where do you draw the line between dreams and self-destruction?
it must've been love.
7:10 pm
xoxo
